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[ truthfully, katherine's not sure what to make of stefan's message. no one's quite kept her in the loop — or informed her there's a loop to be kept in — so having the salvatore who hates her with every fibre of his being open a door and invite her in is a kindness she doesn't understand. it's a mystery she wishes to unravel, but with her fingers delicate instead of rough. ]

[ one day she'll be able to reconcile the stefan she knows with this one, and everything that's happened to him without her being there to watch over. ]

[ she thinks of how she can benefit from this — damon has future knowledge at his disposal she could use, but at the same time, she doubts it of its authenticity, and even his ability to narrate and remember objectively — but she lets those thoughts go. what she ends up wanting to know does surprise her just a little. ]

How are you handling it?

[That wasn't the response he expected.

Then again, Stefan isn't sure what he expected. All he has is Damon's less than flattering depiction, and after a whole conversation with her, he can't say it's entirely accurate. His brother meant well. His brother meant very, very well - but he was also biased, with a jade-tinted lens that made everything so much darker.]

Okay, I guess. He's different? Good different, so far.

Caroline invited me to a dinner, so I can't skip out on it, but are you free right now?
This might be better to talk about in-person.

[ "good different" is only the tip top of an iceberg katherine doubts is good. she doesn't think to say anything, though. she's had one hundred years to understand damon's psyche, to know that things that appear peachy for him aren't. it's something stefan would know, but a part of her is glad that he doesn't for now. let him bask in damon returning and it being a good thing. he deserves that much. ]

[ she thinks to decline him as she dislikes this holiday with a passion, and she thinks to give him a sharp, mean quip about caroline forbes, but katherine bites her tongue. if caroline wishes to hold a thanksgiving dinner, let her have that humanity seep in. katherine's only jealous she hasn't had anyone to share food and thanks with for far too long. (it's of her own doing, that much she knows.) ]

I can spare an hour or two for you.

Found any places a cat wouldn't want to appear in? I'm currently in hiding.

If your cat's anything like the other pets I've seen, they're not big fans of the gardens.

[He's never going to be Alesci - he won't remember those dazzling forest lights - but Caroline had mentioned how empty the grounds had felt. Even a mischievous cat wouldn't dare follow them around.]

Meet me in five minutes in the entrance hall?

[ katherine hopes stefan's right. vasilka simply won't leave her alone, and she has an inkling as to why. ]

Let's hope for the best and that she is. Or else my Thanksgiving wish hasn't been granted.

See you then, Stefan.

[ katherine won't admit she goes through an elaborate plan of trying to outrun her cat (vasilka has to be in the shadows, lurking around somewhere) before she winds up in the entrance hall. she doesn't speed through the corridors, allowing time for her heels to click against the floor. she doesn't hear the soft padding of a cat following her either, leaving her to breathe a little easier knowing that reminder of everything she's lost isn't to be found somewhere close by. ]

[As he promised, he arrives in the entrance hall in exactly five minutes, with a traditional picnic basket in his hands. Stefan doesn't have all his memories: he can't recall her favorite dishes, so he's opted for a basket filled with traditional Thanksgiving goodies and a bottle of vintage red wine for the road, and draped with a traditional plaid blanket for them to sit on.

(Oh, and he might've snuck in a thermos filled with masala chai. Because even Stefan can't escape the love for his favorite drink when it's chilly outside!)

He gives her a small, but genuine, smile as he tilts his head towards the door.]

Hey. I'm glad you could make it.

[ to say katherine's taken aback by the display is an understatement. is it arrogance to believe this display is for her? she immediately shoves it aside. perhaps caroline's little thanksgiving dinner is outside in the nice, warm sun, with the view of wonderland to keep them all company as they thank each other for existing. it doesn't make sense, given the time of day, but caroline's always been prompt and overeager to please. ]

I had nowhere else to be. [ it's said easily; she allows him this one truth, but doesn't linger on how pathetic and sad it sounds. ]

[ at his gesture toward the door, she begins to move toward it, but slows down with the intention of stealing something that he's holding. she'd once offered him her hand to lead her outside of the lockwood mansion, but katherine has no desire to fall back into old habits. ]

I hope you have something cats dislike in there. You might find yourself interrupted with your friends if you don't.

[Now he's tempted to bail on Caroline. He can't, because Caroline is the one person in all of Mystic Falls that he likes, but - how could they keep Katherine in the dark so long?

It bothers him way more than he wants to admit, and he'd once asked Damon if he needed to look for love potions. He has way more reasons to hate her, but Thanksgiving is all about forgiveness and accepting your found family into your home.

So, as she slows down, he reaches for the blanket and holds it out to her.]

What do you mean? [He tilts his head a little.] One, only Caroline's my friend, and two, I'm not seeing them until -

[Oh.]

Um, no, this is... this is for us.

[ she takes the blanket and folds it over her forearms, acknowledging to herself she feels a little odd with her sudden desire to be of help. usually, she'd be leading the charge out into the gardens, laughing for stefan to keep up as he didn't run after her but scowled. but katherine doesn't wish to rehash the past. she can't; he's no longer that person, and she's no longer the jealous lover who wants his attention on her and only her. elijah and pennsylvania helped her grow out of that horrible habit. ]

[ giving the blanket a glance, katherine's surprised she doesn't toss it from her hands as though it's infectious. ] For us. [ it's almost like she doesn't understand him, something getting lost in translation. she supposes it has — she doesn't understand stefan's kindness, only able to explain it away by his amnesia. ]

[ but katherine pierce doesn't allow anyone to see her vulnerable or taken aback, and so she recovers quickly. she begins to walk, but not at a pace that requires him to run to catch up. ] I'm not surprised Caroline's the one to make you smile. You were always different around her.

[Maybe the old Stefan wouldn't have prepared a picnic basket or asked her to join him, but amnesiac Stefan doesn't see much need in excluding her.

Keep your friends close and your enemies even closer, right? She had loved him at one point, and Stefan suspects he's only scratching the surface of their relationship as he keeps an even pace with her.]

Well, yeah - she's my best friend. Friends tend to do that around each other.

[He laughs, glancing over at Katherine.]

I don't know what the hell we are, and I'm certainly not gonna pretend I do, but... it's Thanksgiving, and I don't want you to celebrate it alone.

[ katherine had stopped being surprised by stefan long ago. he'd almost become predictable to her, easily living his life within the confines of being almost too boring. he'd never taken any chances, because he didn't believe he had any slip of control over himself. ]

[ but she finds that she is genuinely surprised by him. and she knows she shouldn't be, as he's amnesiac, he apparently doesn't seem to know or care about their most recent past. either his brother and his beloved elena haven't informed him that katherine pierce is the most evil psychotic bitch in town, or he simply doesn't care. ]

[ that in itself is surprising and unexpected, and she finds herself feel a flicker of concern. ]

[ she looks at him for a long moment, expression unreadable, before she turns her gaze away. focusing on the ground beneath her heels is easiest, and makes her appear less threatening, if stefan's to read it as such. ]

You can ask me. If there's anything you want to know that I can give you.

Really?

[His surprise escapes his lips too fast for him to take back. For all that he's heard about Katherine Pierce, kindness and concern weren't on the top of the list. (His picnic basket must've been a bigger olive branch than he anticipated.)

Better question: what does he want to know? What would make his Wonderland life that much easier to understand?

It takes him a couple of seconds, to find one that seems innocuous - ]

There is one. [He hesitates.] If it's not too much - How'd we meet?

[ katherine has no reason to lie about that, and even if she did, she feels no desire to. being with elijah had been a testament to her ability to forgive, even though she can't quite forget. ripping herself right open to bare all the hurt and betrayal she'd ever felt because fo him had left her feeling slightly uncertain of herself. ]

[ still, she's unsurprised he finds doubt in her offer. what had they told her of katherine pierce, anyway? other than her being unkind, selfish, manipulative and psychotic. ]

[ taking the stance as she would in 1864, katherine doesn't notice her hands are behind her back and her walk has turned into almost her floating on air. ] In 1864, I arrived in a little town known as Mystic Falls. You first saw me in your home, the Salvatore Mansion. Your father had kindly offered me a place to stay, as my family had been lost in a fire. [ she looks at him then, as though it's a secret between the two of them that that isn't clearly the reason at all. ] I liked you, you liked me. We spent a lot of time together, playing in the gardens, laughing not-so-secretly to one another at the guests who came to visit your father.

[ her smile disappears, thinking back on a moment she will always regard with fondness. she tilts her head away from him, looking down at the ground. ] I first saw you a few hours prior. Your carriage had broken down, and my driver had stopped to see if you needed any assistance.

[ there's a moment where she thinks to leave it there, but she doesn't. ] I was never meant to stay in Mystic Falls, but I decided to live a little for the first time in a very long time.

[It sounds so simple. Nothing ever is, but "I liked you, you liked me" is all he needed to know. They had once loved each other, and he can guess from her posture.

Was she his fated doppelganger? Was that why she decided to live a little? She's a vampire, and she had granted him (and Damon) immortality. As far as love stories go, it would make sense: girl likes boy, boy likes girl, girl turns boy into vampire so they can live together forever.]

Because you saw me on the side of the road?

[He clutches the picnic basket a little tighter, as if he's afraid of the answer.

He kind of is - Damon had implied that their love story wasn't a good one, and he's not ready for another round of hurt.]

Or because of what we had together after that?

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[ she moves her arms, and subsequently the blanket, to hold them in front of her. walking, she looks around, as if sizing up the gardens and finding none of the grounds to be good enough for them to sit. where does one sit when they've been invited to an impromptu thanksgiving picnic? ]

I admit, I'm shallow. I thought you were cute [ she purposefully emphasises the word, looking at him teasingly with raised eyebrows. this conversation is much easier than she's ever anticipated. ] and like the idiotic young girl that I was, I wanted to know if it was just the affects of the sun.

[ she takes a few more steps before she stops, turning on her feet to face him. the teasing smile's gone, replaced with a more serious, if slightly open yet guarded expression. ]

I stayed because of how you made me feel. I had no other ulterior motive other than to get to know you. [ she glances down, off to the side. she's stopped them by the fountain, the sound of the water trickling louder now that she's no longer focusing on the sound of his footsteps and how they tell her he doesn't wish to stop or run away. she inhales, speaking on her long exhale, ] And I've stopped us as I think it might be nice to sit by the fountain.

[He blinks back surprise at her compliment - objectively, he knows he's easy on the eyes. Tessa and Elena both had remarked on it, and he's not exactly an idiot.

Yet it's another to have Katherine tease him so openly, and he lets out a small, amused laugh as he looks back at her.] Nothing wrong with being shallow.

If you ask me, it's as good a motive as any.

[He sets down the picnic basket, holding out his hands to take the blanket from her. He'll set the blanket down too, and pull items out one by one: deep-fried turkey (southern style); cornbread stuffing with cranberries, celery, and eggs; mashed potatoes; cranberry sauce on the side; and a cabbage salad.

He leaves two individualized cups of tiramisu in the basket, only pulling out the red wine and glasses at the very end. Their names are also written on the bottom in black permanent marker.

Stefan might've gotten a few pointers from Caroline, but the effort - and cooking - is all him.]

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[ regardless of who she tries to be, or what time it is, katherine pierce had been born a lady. taught to expect doors to be held open for her, chairs to be pulled out, and men to stand when she chose to at the dinner table, she's never quite lost her sense of propriety, but that doesn't mean she expects it. she doesn't thrive on old-school manners, but she does find that stefan taking the lead and setting everything up to be something that takes her back to 1864. ]

[ no matter how many times he tried to separate himself from who he'd been before, a boy who'd had hopes and dreams, aspirations and the need for adventure tickling inside of him, as well as hate and uncertainty bubbling forth, she always recognised it within him. a light, faint flutter of light trapped within the cage of self-resentment and self-loathing, he's always been her stefan. ]

[ even now. though, she doesn't so much as comment. ]

[ all she does, as he seems quite capable of setting it up himself, is pull the corner of the blanket so it sits straighter and isn't folded over itself, and then sits with her legs off to the side. ]

You've outdone yourself, Stefan. Have you been taking lessons from Caroline?

[ even though she's been open with her own disdain for the younger woman, katherine knows when to give. stefan's done something kind here. the least she can do is give him the same kindness back. ]

Thanks. Here and there, maybe.

[He sits up straighter, his chest almost puffing up with pride - actual, genuine pride! - as he pours them two glasses of wine. If they're going to observe the holiday, they might as well do so in style.

This feels easy. Far easier and far more comfortable than any other interaction he's had with the people back home, and he half-wonders if his brother had been lying when he had indicated how complicated their relationship was. Stefan can't say he hates Katherine, not when she had agreed to help him hurt Silas and when she's making him feel quite at home.

(She's the first person here who really has, out of their giant, motley crew.)]

Thanksgiving's supposed to be about giving thanks for what you have, and about being grateful for all the blessings you've been given. Secretly? I think it's also all about the food, and I can't remember the last time I've followed tradition.

[Because, thanks to a certain Tessa and her Silas-scorning ways, he can't.]

You're rather boring.

[ she says it casually, following it by taking a glass of wine and peering into it. she then brings it to her lips to look at him over the rim of it, as if expecting that to somehow magically make him remember all the times he's been a bore. but she isn't so naive as to think ribbing him, however gently, will bring it all back for him. what silas has managed to do is something more powerful than what a rom-com remedy could even begin to fix. ]

[ she lowers it and peers at the food, not touching it. she's not exactly a food person, but that's outside of thanksgiving. she's never been a thanksgiving person, either, never having been invited. ]

[ by the looks of it, he's in a mood to talk, and she's in the mood to listen. ]

So what are you thankful for, Stefan? If there's anything, unless you want to be predictable and try being untraditional.

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[If he had been sipping his wine, he would've spit it all out - he stares at her, almost incredulously, as he holds his wine glass.

Not only does she have his number (to try unpredictability, to eschew tradition in small, meaningful ways), but also she's called him out on the meaning of Thanksgiving. He doesn't know what he's truly grateful for.

Stefan's prepared a small speech, of what he should say at Caroline's dinner and of what would keep him from slamming Damon against the wall halfway through grace. That he's grateful for his brother, for the company he keeps, and for the delicious dinner Caroline spent so much time and effort on. While he is grateful, he also knows those don't spring to mind.]

First off - that's a freaking paradox. I can't be predictable in my unpredictability. [He scrunches up his whole face.] But if I had to say, hmm... I'm thankful for the people here. The ones who have no reason whatsoever to help, and yet they bend over backwards every time. I'm thankful for a friend from home, and I guess? Technically? I'm thankful I've got my brother here.

[The uncertainty rises with each syllable, as he raises up a glass in toast,] What about you? What're you thankful for?

[ it's true for her — stefan salvatore is predictable in his unpredictability, because where he takes others off-guard, she's never quite surprised. there have been a few instances where she hadn't been able to correctly guess his next move, but she's ultimately been right, even if the journey to it hasn't been as she expected. ]

[ his thanks is one of them, although she'd been half-expecting him to give her the practiced speech, the one that's meant to sound a lot like the stefan who hasn't gone through a mind spell that's wiped his entire slate crystal clean. the fact he hasn't given it to her is something in itself. perhaps it's not entirely true she can predict the exact action he'll take, but she more or less knows what motivates him. ]

[ she thinks what motivates him now is the lack of memory. ]

[ peering down at her glass, she does think to tell him nothing. there's nothing to be thankful for when the world just takes and takes, but katherine has never been a victim in her life and refuses to sound as one. ] I'm thankful for the alleged break Wonderland's given me. It's hard to run in heels, Stefan. [ she smiles, it short-lived. ] And you coming to me over Damon missing. [ but wait for the punchline. ]

Either you care to let me know, or you want an answer from me about where he is.

[Straight to the point, he sees.

Stefan grimaces. From what he understands, Katherine and Damon had never had the most positive of relationships. She was the cat reaching out for the canary, and Damon had been too vain to ignore her claws. If he mentions the truth, he might give her an advantage (even if Damon claims they had a truce). No, especially because they had a truce.

His brother acted first and thought later. That much, Stefan knew even with his amnesia.]

He told me he went home for five years. As to what happened, he wouldn't say - and it's not like him. [He takes a sip of his wine. It's stronger then he remembered.] If it had been something good, we would've never heard the end of it.

[All of Wonderland would've known too. Damon wasn't much for keeping the good things - the pieces of him that he showcased with excessive pride - a secret.]

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Damon likes to blab. [ she almost rolls her eyes. a damon who attempts to possess self-control is a damon who ultimately spirals downward. he's never had a good handle on himself; even when he'd been human, he was a victim to his own whims, his heart often leading him straight into the belly of the beast. it's never differed even as a vampire. if anything, those impulses have only ever been heightened, and katherine's often surmised it's because the situations have grown dire and dire as a vampire than it ever did as a human. ]

[ sighing, she relaxed slightly in her posture, removing some of the weight off her legs. ] Good news, bad news — five years is a long time to keep bottled inside of you. [ and a very long time to gather information and sort through it. katherine sometimes wishes she had that advantage, but a part of her has never been excited for what the future holds. five hundred years spent running from the same thing has put a damper on her optimism. ]

[ looking at him, she raises her brow, ] Did you ask?

[He almost spits out his second sip of wine. As much as Stefan loves his brother, Katherine speaks a truth he can't deny. Not because he wants to (he does), but because he can't.

He doesn't know enough about his brother to say if it's true, beyond what he remembers back home.]

I tried. Multiple times, actually - he brushed it all off and insisted that I was happy back home. Whatever that means.

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[ she smiles to herself. ] You, happy? Does that mean in five years you get over your brooding phase? You wear it so well.

[ but that's not entirely fair, though. katherine knows stefan's been happy before, many times throughout the last century. he'd been happy with lexi, with elena, with other faceless people she's since forgotten the names of. it'd what driven her jealousy in the first place. she wished to have that happiness wrap around her again, and so she had lashed out in her attempt to draw him back in. ]

[ while katherine still yearns for something that's unattainable now, it doesn't consume her as it once had two years ago. ]

[ she lifts her glass, examining it in the light. she purposefully keeps her gaze there. ] There's a chance Damon wants you to experience happiness yourself, as you are right now. Without the added pressure of needing to be whoever this happy you is in five years.

[ it's not her mission in life to defend damon, but katherine had once witnessed the brothers' dynamic at its most richest. she knows damon had encouraged stefan to chase after her (she isn't without her own little birds), just as he's since changed his tune and encouraged him to destroy her. ]

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